...or girlfriend. Whatever you are a boy or girl! It sounds wierd that title! Let me talk about why I said this!
I got a boyfriend since summer and i am really happy for him! Earlier I got 2 another too when i started the university, but the first one was an a$$hole and the second one was fine but later we didn't speak so much and stopped speaking each other!
This third one actually is "that handsome boy in my dream"! I feel that he is "my part" and finally found him!
My drawings since starting of the university: Unfinished, scrappy things! I thank this for the university and TF2/GMOD/SFM! I told this for him but didn't agree with this!
He said: You got less time to draw because of ME! The problem is me!
I told him, this is not true! He is not a problem!! This is my fault because I didn't sacrifice time to draw!
On this week, he said to me that he will miss a few day and will be offline on Steam! I am really sad now, I miss him ...
I started drawing AGAIN and FINISHED 2 drawings24.media.tumblr.com/9a9cd8a92a…31.media.tumblr.com/4c3c03657b…
No background, I wanted only the creatures! My drawing skills went down a bit, It's harder to draw now! Still I miss him and drawing doesn't make me "that happiness" than before him!
I can't believe it! I must find a solution! Should I stop TF2, SFM or Gmod to gain more time to draw??